~ Thoughts In A Sui Generis Mind ~

Love. Soul. Hate. Joy. Falling. Laughter. Eternity. Angelic. Innocence. Doubt. Fear. Foolish. Fun. Live. Experience. Vanity. Waste. Feel. Happiness. Belief. Assume. Share. Jealousy. Growth. Listen. Hope. Adore. Fake. Ignorance. Empty. Dreams.

Distance. Kisses. Fantasy. Desire. Truth. Justice. Patience. Courage. Acceptance. Reliable. Conceal. Vague. Ingenue. Gullible. Admire. Distance. Quixotic. Ennui. Perseverance. End. Cherish. Future. Ignorance. Care. Rage. Isolation. Distinctive.

Ingenuity. Gain. Vision. Resist. Try. Motivation. Rivalry. Ashamed. Oblivion. Disgusted. Earnest. Bliss. Overwhelm. Loss. Touch. Sensitivity. Time. Aimless. Reborn. Wondering. Consciousness. Trivial. Escape. Muse. Definition. Intensity.

Saviour. Pessimistic. Stupidity. Remember. Adapt. Diabolical. Survival. Obscure. Extraordinary. Solitary. Brutal. Deception. Attention. Give. Weak. Despise. Seek. Friendship. Balance. Suffer. Ready. Doubt. Open. Hollow. Emancipated. Choices.

Façade. Crave. Ponder. Suspicious. Addiction. Helping. Arcane. Capricious. Sincere. Death. Equality. Denial. Affection. Power. Substance. Caged. Ribald. Creative. Transparent. Think. Companionship. Paralyzed. Receiving. Grateful. Sanity. Indifferent.

Will. Pathetic. Vehemence. Righteous. Disastrous. Introverted. Frail. Inadequate. Dignity. Cadge. Frigid. Innocence. Versatility. Hide. Loving. Jaded. Alive. Apathetic. Intoxication. Listless. Relent. Weary. Searching. Grief. Learn. Attraction. Vulnerable.

Answers. Cunning. Wary. Fairness. Sacrifice. Worry. Peace. Judgmental. Luster. Conniving. Limitless. Transformation. Cruel. Present. Morbid. Articulate. Connection. Irksome. Tears. Hear. Release. Spirituality. Cynical. Visualise. Smile. Smitten.

Defeated. Blinded. Surreal. Obtrude. Selfishness. Guarded. Empyrean. Genuine. Lust. Betrayal. Welcoming. Envy. Agony. See. Forget. Hostility. Repetition. Questions. Skittish. Emptiness. Absorb. Mesmerised. Equilibrium. Warmth. Juvenile.

New. Optimism. Naive. Aura. Pain. Sweet. Euphoria. Tenderness. Pursue. Unique. Soft. Rapture. Lost. Understanding. Appreciation. Deprive. Pride. Generous. Presume. Trust. Faith. Found. Prepared. Changed. Recognised...

In case u were wondering, yes, sometimes my mind does think like that, very random, but it saves time with the grammar and the whole "explanation"! Hahahaha.... It's a good and non-violent way to vent.

>>> This just crossed my mind out of nowhere just now, so I'm just gonna share it with u, whether you like it or not. >>>

Although the whole "tough guy" act is needed at certain times to balance the Ying & Yang (I just call it Right & Wrong, hehe), but the way I see it, it's really just one person giving the other person a chance for an ego boost, the feeling of "power", not make them "lose face", etc..., just so it can get them to shut the *eff* up...

But, there are times when I do see the necessity to let the other person...erm...win...?!? To take the initiative step back. I think the word "compromise" sounds much better actually. And the compromising will help us maintain the equilibrium of sanity. Provided that all is WITHIN REASON!!!

I am not a babysitter/tuitor/sex provider on stand-by/relationship counsellor/mother/cleaner/PA/girlfriend/arm candy/party friend. But low and behold - As long as I am appreciated and I don't feel taken for granted, I can easily handle all of that. It's easy when your heart is really in it!

*Pls note that the above comment about being "on stand-by", is strictly just a figure of speech! ;p lol*

"Just don't cross the line, or I will have no choice but to punish you."

I need some sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.................